weird tuesday ~~

hari ne ntu hari paling aneh dehh kaenya,,paling malu'in jg....
tadi gw mrasa klo gw dikacangin ma tmen' gw,,gw bner' bt bgt,,bukan bt tapi mala lbi ke sdih [blakangan ne gw mellow bgt T.T],,kbetulan tadi ntu jam pertama,,kita kbaktian,,gw ntu dah nahan nangis dengan cara kuno,,yaitu menggigit bibir..sumpahh tuwh cara ga da manjur'nya,,bibir gw mala jd sakit....gw c da tnang awalnya,,tp lagu pmbukanya ntu mellow bgt,,here i am to worship,,gmn ga tambah pengen nangis coba???alhasil spanjang kbaktian,,mood gw down bgt,,gw ga ngomong sama skali ma tmen' gw..gw diem,,mungkin kliatan aneh swalna gw manyun trus...akhirnya slese kbaktian gw lsg balik ke kelas[mood gw da sdikit membaik],,plajaran hr ne ntu cuma kimia doank..dan gw brhasil ditegor ma si bu eli 'trsayang' 2x karena :
1. gw ngobrol dan ktawa' ma tmen gw,,apa salahnya coba??gy jg dy lom mule ngajar,,klo mo
ngajar ya ngajar aj,,ga usa negor' orang..MENYEBALKAN!!!
2. karena mendengar dongeng mendayu' yang berkepanjangan,,mata gw mule diusep setan,,bru
mo nempelin pala ke tangan,,si ibu lsg triak 'audrey,saya tau kamu tidur!!!!' gw c cm cengo
doank,,scara merem aj blom..apalagi tidur..aneh bgt kan???
slese kimia,,ad bsb[bulan seni dan bahasa],,prtama'nya gw foto' ma tmen gw,,trus pas gw turun ke hall gdong sma buat ntn lomba,,gw dipanggil ma wali klas trcinta,,inilah hasil prcakapan kami,, huahuahuahuahua
w : walas ; a : gw
w : audrey,,katanya kamu suka ribut ya di klas?
a : hah?ga de kaenya bu,,biasa aj
w : tapi bnyk guru yg bilang kamu itu biang ribut di kls..
a : ah ga ah,,bneran dehh ga
w : kamu itu katanya suka membuat satu klas jd ribut
a : hah? [yaela plis dehh,,tiap hr gw ngobrol cuma ma cintia n endy..seinget gw guru yg pnah
negor gw ntu cm bu eli ma pa yakub doank]
w : cobalah kamu ubah sikap kamu itu
a : iy' [sebodo amet lahh,,ngobrol aj jarang,,gmn buat ribut?]
w : [dy ngomong ap lg gw lupa,,gw ga konsen bisnya,,males jg dngerinnya]
a : iy' [dah gw lsg ngloyor aj balik ke tmpt duduk gw]
makin sring aj tuwh gw ditegor ma guru'..dan mpir smuanya guru ipa..mank ga cocok gw jd anak ipa..so ips,,here i come!!!!!!huahuahuahuahua
wait 4 the next blog..babai ^^

jodoh ntu di tangan TUHAN

satu hari ada tmen gw yg bilang 'cwo mah ga usa dicari,,nanti jg dateng ndiri..'
gw langsung aj jawab omongan dy,,agak jutek c,,gw bilang 'iya buat yg cakep,,gmn klo yg mukanya pas'an??'dah gtu mnurut dy,,smua org ntu klo cari pasangan kbanyakan lyat tampang..okehh,,gw c stuju bgt ma pndapat dy,,tp hallooooouuuu gmn ya nasib org' yg mukanya pas'an??brarti mreka ga mungkin berharap buat dpt cwo yg cakep donk??seolah' di dunia ne klo berpasangan ntu mesti cakep ama cakep,,jlek ama jlek...seolah' dunia ini cuma mengharapkan kesempurnaan,,padahal kan ga da yg sempurna di dunia ini....uuuhhh,,gw mala jd tambah bingung....gmn nasib yg pas'an??

tapi stelah gw pikir kaenya smua org pasti ad jodohnya masing'..skalipun dy dpt pasangan yg pas'an atau lbi xtreme lg, jlek,,pasti ad sisi bae dari pasangannya yg bisa dy banggain....huahua..
hope soon will be better in my love and life...wait 4 the next blog....^^

males idup

karank ne gw lg males bgt idup..kaenya banyak bgt alesan yg bikin gw males idup:
- i think i dunno the purpose of my life.
- i don't know what to do everyday.
- i don't have someone special.
- i feel uncomfortable with my friendship[cuma blakangan ne doank c].
- i lost something special in my life.
- the last but not least : life is sucks!!!
gw mank punya Tuhan,,gw punya kluarga yang sayang ma gw,,tp tetep aj gw ngrasa ad bagian yang kosong di hati gw...rasanya ntu idup gw sepi bgt...aneh c mank,,tp ya mo gmn lagi??

uncomfortable ~~

ga taw np,,blakangan ne gw ngrasa hubungan gw ma tmen' bae gw jd ga nak...
gw jd kae ga deket gy ma mreka,,ap karena gw ndiri yg ga skelas ma mreka,,tp masa c cm gr' ntu??gw ga taw ne cuma prasaan gw atau ap..tp gw bner' jd ga comfort gtuhh...
hope soon will be better..hwhw,,moga' c smua bs balik kae dlu gy..luv u girls(klo guys ntu buat cwo kan biasanya??huahuahua^^)

surprise ><

sbenernya c ne ga bs dibilang surprise..mank bikin gw kaget c,,tp sumpa bikin gw bt bgt...ini dy surprisenya:
1. mule hari senen,,gw hrs ikut anter jemput...
2. gw hrs brenti les dari tmpt les gw yg biasa[kata nyokap gw,,klo misalnya gw bole kud tmen gw
yg kbetulan seles ma gw dan rumahnya emang dket ma tmpt les,,gw ttp bole les disana...tapi
berhubung stelah gw tanya tmn gw,,dan tmn gw ntu blg ga bs karena takut nyokapnya mo
pgi atau takut dy mo tidur,,gw jd hrs brenti les]
3. gw bakal jarang ktemu bonyok scara bonyok bakal pgi ke toko mpe malem...huix ><

gila kan???gmn gw ga kaget coba??ikut anter jemput c ga mslh tp pinda tmpt les ma jarang ktemu bonyok,,ga bgt dehh!!!!!

ibu guruku yg 'baik'

gila hari ne gw bt bner...gara' ibu guru yg amat sangat 'baik' yang ga taw np,,hr ne jd agak' konslet..hr ne tiba' tamu bulanan dateng(upps~~,,maap tidak sopan)..gw ntu ngeceknya pas dah bel,,tp gw da sempet ijin ma si ibu guru,,gw lsg pgi ke ruang bk buat minta ****(sensor..wakakakakaka),,slese minta,,gw lsg balik ke kls buat mnta ijin lg swalna klo dr wc ke ruang bk ntu nglewatin kls gw,,so si ibu pasti da lyat gw td..pas gw msk ke kls,,suasana amat sangat hening..muka gw da pucet,,inilah percakapan yang amat sangat melelahkan hati :
gw : ibu saya mau minta ijin lagi ya ke wc..saya tadi abis dari ruang bk minta ini
(sambil nepok' kantong rok gw,,swalna gw naro **** disitu)
ibu guru : tidak bole(dgn muka sok galak,,ga jlas gtu)
gw : bu saya mau pake(tetep sambil nepok' kantong rok gw)
ibu guru : tidak bole
gw : bu saya mau pake(suara gw plan bgt,,swalna kan gw ga mungkin triak,,malu'in aj)
ibu guru : tidak bole..kamu mau makan kan?
gw : (bengong,,sambil ngomong dalem hati,,gila ne guru c,,jauh bner org mo pake ****,,
mala dibilang mo makan,,makan paan??makan ****???)
bukan bu saya mo pake ini!!!(gw mulai abis ksabaran,,dan ttp masi sambil nepok')
ibu guru : (baru ngeh)ohh,,ywda cpet ya..

gondok abis gila pas ke wc..trnyata sudah bleber kmn' alias bocor(hwhw,,malu'in aj)
tapi ga taw np bis ntu gw bawaannya jd bt,,menyebalkan skali.....

ne lyrics lagu ga nahan..huix ~~

SEPERATED

If love was a bird then we wouldn't have our wings

If love was the sky we'd be blue

If love was a choir, U and I could never sing

cause love isn't for me and U

If love was an Oscar, U and I could never win

cause we could never act out our parts

If love is the bible, then we are lost in sin

Because it's not in our hearts

(chorus)

So why don't you go your way,and I'll go mine

Live ur life and I'll live mine

Baby, u'll do well

And I'll be fine'cause we're better off separated...

If love was a fire then we have lost the spark

Love never felt so cold

If love was a light then we're lost in the dark

Left with no one to hold

If love was a sport, we're not on the same team

U and I are destined to lose

If love was an ocean, baby, we are just a stream

cause love isn't for me and U

(chorus)

Girl, I know we had some good times

It's sad but now we gotta say goodbye

Girl U know I love U

I can't deny

Can't say we didn't try to make it work for U and I

I know it hurts so much

But it's best for us

Somewhere along this windy road, we lost the trust

So I walk away, so U don't have to see me cry

It's killing me so, why don't U go

(chorus)

(out)I'm sorry we didn't make it.

[girlnya diganti boy..gw masi straight...wkwkwkwkwkw =P]